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Every life form seems to strive to its maximum except human beings. How tall will a tree grow? As tall as it possibly can. Human beings, on the other hand, have been given the dignity of choice. You can choose to be all or you can choose to be less. Why not stretch up to the full measure of the challenge and see what all you can do?

You cannot change your destination overnight, but you can change your direction overnight.

Decision making can sometimes seem like inner civil war.

I used to say, "I sure hope things will change." Then I learned that the only way things are going to change for me is when I change.

Don't say, "If I could, I would." Say, "If I can, I will."

It doesn't matter which side of the fence you get off on sometimes. What matters most is getting off! You cannot make progress without making decisions.

We generally change ourselves for one of two reasons: inspiration or desperation.

If you don't like how things are, change it! You're not a tree.
~~Jim Rohn...

I must stay on course and not fall back into the hole i dug behind me.. this I promise you and myself.. I will  

"Wake Me Up When September Ends" Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

"This Love" Maroon 5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

its a crazy 4C get-together...

monday 9 Jan06'--- met tuck & janet at Essential Brew (@ Holland Village) for dinner... then on to Wala wala pub for drinks n live band performances...

Ordered heogaarden beer.. 1-for-1.. then more beers to come.. weijin n wei loon came soon after..tequlia sunrise n stella A.. drink n drink... Loon bought a cigar the cheapest--- 6 bucks.. we took pics... the live band--- the unExpected wasw awesome.. totally.. Tuck n I had our delicated songs sang by them.. Yipee..... he's was this love by Maroon 5 n mine was my fav--WakE me up when September ends... Green Day rawksssssssssss...

Then to drinking games--- 5 10.. 7 up.. haha.. boy that was fun...had another jug of   margaritas

Went to the nwearby EskiBar at ard 1plus a.m.. It was such a happening pub... it was minus 16*C  in its room... boy.. we slipped inside. took pics inside..

had some new creation cocktails by loon's fred Issac... called lycee paradise in 1 shot. n artic ice?? quite nice but expensive too... haha... by then i was quite sai already.. i cant really drink one so u could guess... haha.../

Next is 85 for supper.... it started to pour like damn it was pouring.. .. when we reached... had minched meat mee no kway tiao.. mee sold out... then cab home... tuck saw me up cos i was bout to k.o then... slept at 4plus a.m...  

wait up.. photos are on their way.....

A woman---- her story

she was born into a rich family of the 50's in Singapore. Fate has in for her not a life in the lap of luxury or wealth, but a humble n poor one. u see.. she was the 7th consecutive daughter of the Poh family. Much as her birth parents wanted to keep her by their side, her authorative grandma insisted on sending her away, having been fed up with no grandSONS after 7 years.

She was given away to a friend couple who has no children of their own yet.. She grew up in the kampong as a kind and very hardworking girl. Alas.. fate smashed her yet again when she was round 1 year old.. her foster father died. People damned her as a curse to her foster dad.. But her foster mum was not affected and still treats her like her very own daughter. She had her own son by then..

So, this girl grew up, stopped school in primary 6 to work as a maid in a foreigner's family @ 13... went home only once a month... being bullied by the young mistress who was bout the same age or less.  she went on to work in a fabric factory @ 18.. while doing her diploma in tailoring and fashion fabrics.. got married at age 28..

she had 3 kids.. 2 gers 1 boy.. worked as a seamstress at home in the 80's till early 90's..  then changed to becoming a waitress in chinese restraunts.. till now.. very experienced one too.

This woman has no amibitions nor dreams that'd shake the world.. nor anything special or succeussful about her, by materialistic standards.. her only wish is for her family n kids to grow up.. study hard.. get a good job.. be healthy n happy.. that's all she asked.. 

Im grateful to life that i get to know this woman.. in fact for the past 22 years, we've been really close.. she was there for me, taking care of me when i was recovering from my stroke. fed me, clothed me, showered me, taught me how to live.. I am nothing without this woman. This woman cant read or understand english so there's no way she can read this entry. I can never repay her enough. This woman.. her story.. I called her Madam Poh.. i called her.. Mum.. mi ma.. or ma mi.. thank you for everything.. i meant really.. everything...